So many people I love are so sad. So many people think that being 17 or 18 or 15 is where they should draw the line. No one can change a persons mindset on how they should live their life, but I know plenty of souls who would have wished they got one more morning with their mom or one more time to fight with their siblings. There Are SOOO MANY things to life than just being 17. 16 sucked for me, that’s where I wanted to draw my line, but I hung around for another birthday and I am so happy I never let sadness or my condition at the time take anything away from me. There are coffee flavors you haven’t tried, people you haven’t met, countries you haven’t visited, you might not have even heard your favorite song yet. 17, 16,15 whatever it is,it might suck right now but one morning, a morning like this, where the rain is falling on your window, and you just wake up and roll over and the person you love is asleep next to you. The morning light has already crept into the room and it’s filled with rainy air and grey sunlight. And just before you can even yawn there’s a little human running and jumping into your bed with their dinosaur feetie pajamas on, and telling you about how much they want chocolate chip pancakes and to read “ if you give a mouse a cookie ” one more time for the 6th time that week. One day your going to be living for someone else, and I promise that’s so much more better than living for yourself because through the love you give others and the care you give them, you learn to indirectly care and love for yourself. I promise you, one day wether you dream for the little boy in the feetie pajamas or sitting on a balcony in your apartment in France staring at the people, watching them live, your gonna be really really really happy you stayed. It’s okay to be sad but it’s not okay to think that’s your forever.
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I know the pain it brings to mourn a person who still walks this earth, to look at someone you loved and spent every moment with and not be able to find an ounce of who they used to be in their eyes. But you just have to stop. You have accept things Change and so do people, and the things and places you leave behind are meant to be left in the rear view mirror. Not looking back is so hard, But you have to focus on the road ahead of you. Your fingers can grip tightly to what you think you have left, but just like sand it’s slipping through your hands, your running on empty and it’s just time to finally stop the mourning, stop holding on to what left, if there’s even any, and just go. Just leave, read good books, spend nights with friends, take up a new talent, go for walks, appreciate the little things. Stop texting them, stop looking at what they are doing and just focus on you and your people And before you know it you’ll fall in love with someone else and you won’t even remember what they tasted like. I know it feels like you won’t forget.. because “ who could forget” but I promise, I was you and now I can’t tell you what me and him used to talk about or what it felt like to kiss him. Just trust me. Take the first steps and don’t look back, it’s just time . - Camryn
Sometimes, we have to be the man that moved.
You should be the one thing they are absolutely 100% sure on, and if they aren’t so sure on you, then maybe it’s time pick up the pieces & kick them to the curb, with each step you take forward. Loving someone and knowing you should stay, should be the easiest choice of your life. if someone has an ounce of doubt in you or the relationship, realize that YOU DESERVE SO MUCH BETTER. You deserve someone that picks you everyday. Someone who might not know what the hell they want for their future but they are so beyond sure that they want to see you in their tomorrow. We are all young, even at 80 no one knows exactly what they want, but whom we love and chose to wake up to every morning, should be the ONE thing you indefinitely know. You fight for your people and once the road becomes a one way street, know your arms will get tired being the only one holding up the umbrella that’s meant for two and that sitting on the corner of the road is just going to keep you wet from the rain. If they already went inside, maybe you should too.
- Camryn (sometimes the lyrics to “the man who can’t be moved” can’t apply, some things you just have to walk away from)
Everywhere I look I catch a glimpse of you.
Sometimes when you meet someone, there’s a click. I don’t believe in love at first sight, but I believe in that click.




